https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FbXaTfu7kvw&t=22s; Why Do We Avoid the Subject of Death? May 2022; 1:29:57; The culture we live in doesn't celebrate death. In fact, we avoid talking about it or even thinking about it. It's a deep fear that we just don't want to face, it's a fear of 'you' dying. Why would I want to think about that? Isn't it more important to put my attention on living and not on dying? In this webinar Cynthia goes deeply into our relationship to death and why avoiding it is pulling you away from fully living. This is part 1 of a 2 part series.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XFIbslRv_MY&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=2; What is your relationship to time? April 2022; 1:28:32; What is your relationship to time? Is it moving too fast, too slow, or just right? Does it change depending on your emotional experience, your desires, and/or situations. Do you have a free relationship to time? Do you try to manage your time only to find out that you still have a lot of stress in relationship to the time you have and how many things you need to do?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zBxhD7NO7TI&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=3; What is Trust? February 2022; 1:30:19; People want to trust, but even though you may think you are trusting, are you really trusting completely? And what are you trusting? Are you trusting the 'other'? Are you trusting the 'thing' you call life? Are you trusting 'the universe'? Are you trusting what you would call your intuition? It's very interesting to question and find out how many ideas you may have about this. Maybe it's very simple, maybe trust is not something you do, but something that is present when you stop mistrusting. Maybe trusting is not about trusting yourself, others or a particular situation. Join us for this interesting inquiry and see where it takes you!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-gyH-eDoB8&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=4; Another Year Ending December 2021;1:27:58; J2021 is coming to an end and 2022 is just around the corner. This webinar was about reflecting on the previous year, celebrating the victories, feeling into all that has happened from the perspective of here and now. Join Cynthia in opening your heart to the 'good' and the 'bad', and ultimately seeing and embracing the perfection of the process that we are all in.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KA88wMxVj1Y&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=5; The Sacrifice of Ego is to Feel July 2021; 1:30:26; Egoic patterns continue to be played out again and again because people are afraid to feel. Feel What? Pain, fear, insecurity, Love Freedom. If you are afraid to feel, you are afraid to live. Feeling is not indulging in thought, meditating on your egoic patterns and trying to feel better. With our best intentions we can reinforce egoic tendencies by feeling in this way.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=goGVQMH1adA&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=6; What do I Really Want? June 2021; 1:30:50; What do I really want? This is a question that most people don't think about and have never really asked themselves. Sometimes it is not the answer that is important but how and from where you ask the question from! These days we live from a world of 'shoulds' and not from deeply inquiring into what calls us, what do we want to give our lives to. We are busy with what we 'should' want, who we 'should' be, what we 'shouldn't want and what we 'shouldn't' be. It gets so crazy that we don't know who we are and we live a life that is half alive and based on egoic patterns that come from conditioned beliefs.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pv4bn6e6JRo&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=7; Insult/Retaliation or Hurt/Love April 2021; 1:38:04; As a follow-up to the Ritual of Rejection webinar in March, Cynthia will go deeper into the inquiry of the ritual of rejection that causes us so much suffering. At the root of this ritual is the simple choice of taking life as an insult or as a hurt. Join Cynthia as she opens up the difference between these two to help participants in the understanding that one is egoic and one is the doorway to Love.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LUx0JFW8AP4&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=7; Participating In Unknown Possibilities December 2020; 1:35:46; For this last webinar of 2020 Cynthia invites everyone to bring your questions. Many people participate in this webinar every month and now is the opportunity to take responsibility for your own spiritual evolution and not wait for Cynthia to lead the way! This idea sprang from a recent gathering of the ALP Sangha. Instead of being fed by Cynthia and Pete, they asked all of us to come with our questions. And when we did something unexpected happened between us and beyond the individuals that were there. So Cynthia had the idea to give all the webinar participants the same opportunity to go beyond all limitations and to be a co-creator of this webinar.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7OYgj7zbkw&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=9; Radical Responsibility October 2020; 1:42:39; Are you still waiting for something or somebody to take care of you and "your life"? How do living an awakened life and being fully responsible for every aspect of your life go together? Most of us are still waiting. Waiting for something outside of us to take charge of our life in order for us to be whole and complete. But what are we truly waiting for?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iH-aKxJQcZM&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=10; Being Real, Being Straight - Transform Your Relationships July 2020; 1:27:39; So often we are not real or straight with ourselves and thus we are not straight with others. We live a life that is vague and unfocused. We want people to be simple and straight with us but how often are you simple and straight with others? Ego hides in the shadows and as long as we are ambivalent about who we are, what our life is about, then we will be expressing complexity and drama. Cynthia will go into the simplicity of being simple and straight and how making the effort to do so can transcend egoic patterns here and now. We are simple creatures but the ego is not!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u_TJKrLF-Dg&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=12; Who Are You and Why Are You Here? July 2020; 1:29:07; he topic for this month is 'Who are you and why are you here?'. Most people are too busy automatically reacting to life without ever stopping to think about these questions. But these are the two most important spiritual questions there are. Join Cynthia on this webinar as she brings these timeless spiritual questions alive and makes them implicating for your life!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z_yu3fH0_R0&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=13&t=18s; Reactivity vs Response June 2020; 1:29:54; In the course of our day, everything that we see, hear and perceive generates a particular reaction in us. How often do we automatically react to situations out of habit? And how often do we respond in a conscious way? Can we distinguish between the two? Do we even have a choice? In this next webinar, Cynthia will lead us through a lively and clear exploration of the difference between reactivity and response and why it matters that we choose between them.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=spjzuiUsbCw&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=14; What does it Mean to Embrace All of Life As It Is? May 2020;1:29:34; If we start looking closely at our experience, we can see how we avoid or dramatize what is arising most of the time. But is this freedom? Can we face all that is arising - thoughts, emotions, situations, even fear - while not moving away from any of it? Can we simply be with what is? In this webinar Cynthia will show how are habitually moving away from 'Life' most of the time and how it is possible - for us all - to have a different and liberated relationship to our experience.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GU0QukVOkZs&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=15; You Are Always In God's Hands April 2020; 1:28:51; These are trying and challenging times, forcing us to find out for ourselves what is real and true. Join Cynthia as she puts the current Corona Virus event into a context where we can find a deeper spiritual truth beyond fear, anxiety and frustration. Sometimes in crisis we are forced to reckon with ourselves, others and the world around us. How can we not only survive this crisis but thrive? Cynthia speaks about taking this opportunity to not only learn about the egoic habits we have but also to relax and surrender to a deeper truth. If you want to find some hope and happiness in the midst of all of this then please join Cynthia for this webinar.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MG229FPo0Pc&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=16; Coming Together Beyond Fear March 2020; 1:29:25;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EoxyBY3d6Tk&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=17&t=4s; Insecurity and the Illusion of Control; 1:34:30;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8t2tIZSZDTw&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=18; Why Am I Afraid of Commitment; 1:27:22;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NsoBjIpc-6w&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=19&t=1s; True Happiness and Real Freedom; 1:28:49;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVx_R-ZCgk8&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=20&t=1s; Is Ego Real; 1:30:28;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEeUdGyBeYA&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=21; Making It Real; 1:32:04;
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YTiWmsor10U&list=PLz1CnkwPbjhkWnE_PPQNQZWSb83coWDOL&index=22; Self Improvement vs Spiritual Transformation November 2019; 1:32:04;